Dear Seeker of Lovers and Lover of Seekers -


Does a mysterious call from nearby, a vaguely familiar call from Beyond beckon to you?

Listen. Listen, closely. Make it a daily practice, even, to listen, to hear these call. 


The Caller and the Calling are One.
Who you call for, that which you call for, is calling you as well.


During my morning sadhana, my devoted time for spiritual seeking, I hear these cosmic calls as well. 
In my dedicated time daily for spiritual seeking, my daily sadhana, I call deeply within, inward, into my infiniteness. I call softly into mist and ether and the Cosmic Divine Beyond.


I tune in, I listen closely. I hear faint responses from my infinite within, also from the Cosmic Beyond.


In my daily sadhana, my spiritual seeking, I call out to and receive responses in a weaving pattern:


  • For 2 minutes, I chant the mantra Aum Sarvanabhava ஓம் and invoke cosmic sounds of creation
  • For 2 minutes, I bow down before the infiniteness within me, the I Am ஓம்


  • For 2 minutes, I breathe in for 9 counts, pause for 3 counts, breathe out for 9 counts ஓம்


  • For 2 minutes, I bow down in silence in honor of the Cosmic Divine Beyond ஓம்


I weave. In a pattern. Breath in, breath out. I weave. In a pattern. I am human, I am divine. I weave. In a pattern. I am here, I am Beyond. I am mundane, I am sacred. 


This is Tantra. Weaving. In a pattern.


Tantra is weaving together silence with sound, weaving together human with divine, weaving together sacred with material, weaving together the You nearby with the You in the Cosmic Beyond.


I connect with my Jewel of Eternal Truths, my Subramanyam
I surround myself with my Beloved, my Sundaram my Sundaram

My Beautiful Masculine, he fills me with his presence

Oh my Beautiful One, my Beautiful One
I am your Neelam, Blue Diamond

I am your Sundaram, Beautiful One


My mission, my dharam calls to me during my daily sadhana

Become, Neelam, become

Become, my Sundaram, your dharam

Become become become


Become your truest self, the beautiful one, the Beautiful One

Oh my Beautiful One, my Beautiful One
I am your Neelam, I am your Neelam 

Neelam Sundaram Sundaram 


Oh Seeker, you may hear a different call.

Each of us have a call each our own.

Any spiritual practice you choose is just fine.

Free will.


Choose your sadhana, your spiritual practice wisely, intuively, on your own.

In your spiritual seeking, invoke the great presence of your truest self, then ask about your life's mission, consider your dharam. Commit to your dharam. Your Sanatana Dharam, your path of eternal truths.


Become who you are called to become, oh Seeker

Become who you are called to become


Your Truest Self

A Shining Jewel
A Cosmic Weaver
Sundaram Sundaram

Weave together your infinte selves

Subramanyam Subramanyam

You are being
You are becoming

You are your Eternal Self 

Sundaram Sundaram

I believe in you. I believe in me. I believe in us.

Your Eternal Self 

Subramanyam Subramanyam


I am Neelam, Daughter of the Jewel of Eternal Truths,

Subramanyam Sundaram Sundaram

I am Vallisundaram, Beloved of the Beautiful Masculine,

Sundaram Subramanyam Subramanyam


I am Love Eternal,

Neelam Sundaram Vallisundaram Subramanyam

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