Dear Seeker -


You hear a call. A call from Beyond.

Listen. Make it a daily practice even, to listen to the call.

This is the call of the Cosmic Beyond.

Who you seek is seeking you.

That which you seek is seeking out for you.


The Seeker, the Seeking. 

They are One.


During my morning sadhana/my spiritual seeking, I hear the calls as well. During my sadhana, my dedicated time for spiritual seeking, I tune in to hear the calls from within, the calls from the Cosmic Beyond:


  • For 2 minutes, I chant the mantra Aum ஓம் and invoke the cosmic sounds of creation
  • For 2 minutes, I am in silence within the infinite I Am ஓம்


  • For 2 minutes, I breathe in for 9 counts, pause for 3 counts, breathe out for 9 counts ஓம்


  • For 2 minutes, I am in silence within the infinite I Am ஓம்


I connect with my Jewel of Eternal Truths, my Subramanyam.
I feel him surround me, my Beloved, my Sundaram my Sundaram.
My Beautiful Masculine, oh my Beautiful One my Beautiful One.
I am your Neelam, your Neelam Sundaram.


My mission, my dharam is calling out to me. Become become become.
Become my truest self, the beautiful one, the beautiful one

Sundaram Sundaram


Oh Seeker, you may hear a different call. Each of us have a call all our own.
Do choose any spiritual practice you like, the call is your own. The call is your own.
Invoke the great presence of your truest self, seek your life mission, seek your dharam.

Become who you are called to become

Become who you are called to become


You are meant to become and be

Your Truest Self


You are meant to become and be

A Shining Jewel

You are meant to become and be
A Cosmic Weaver

Tantra is weaving together

Weaving together your infinite selves

Your human and divine

Your material and your spiritual

Your physical nearby and your Cosmic Beyond

Oh Beautiful One, my beautiful one
Sundaram Sundaram

Subramanyam Subramanyam

You are being

You are becoming

Your Eternal Self 

Sundaram Sundaram

I believe in you. I believe in me. I believe in us.

Your Eternal Self

Subramanyam Subramanyam


I am Neelam, Daughter of the Jewel of Eternal Truths, Subramanyam.

Sundaram Sundaram

I am Vallisundaram, Beloved of the Beautiful Masculine.
Subramanyam Subramanyam


I am Love Eternal,

Neelam Sundaram Vallisundaram Subramanyam

Morning Sadhana | Daily Spiritual Seeking | 4 Commitments


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