Thiruchendur | 9 Kalasams | Gopuram 108 Cosmic Gateway to Beautiful Masculine



Virah Bhakti for my Beautiful Masculine


Swami ji Swami ji Namaskaaram Namaskaaram Pranaam Pranaam I want him to marry me on Mahashivratri March 11, 2021 Sundaram Shadow Wealth Shadow Wealth Sundaram Guruji nearby Gurudeva Beyond nearby nearby Beyond Beyond Sundaram Shadow Wealth Shadow Wealth Sundaram Take me take me Burn me up Burn me up I pray. I chant. I bhakti. I lust. I pray. I chant. I bhakti. I lust. I sit in silence now I'm all stirred up Nonduality. Nonduality. Does my Siva loves me unconditionally? My Pure Consciousness My Great Compassion My Auspicious One loves me Unconditionally Unconditionally Swami ji nearby Gurudeva Beyond Why call me inauspicious? if I have been divorced Don't break my heart Don't break my heart I believe its for reasons like this the masses converted to Christianity and before that Islam and Buddhism and Sikhism emerged One billion and one One billion and one I will love them all unconditionally the Brahmins they put in all these conditions meant to exclude Shadow Humans like me One billion and one One billion and one I will love them all unconditionally I am married Nonduality I am divorced Nonduality I am sober Nonduality I am drunk Nonduality I am woman Nonduality I am man Nonduality I am good Nonduality I am bad Nonduality Swami ji Swami ji My Siva loves me I can feel it as I write this to you Even if some days I forget I can feel it as I write this to you My Siva loves me I am his creation, a beautiful work of his Shadow Art My Siva loves me My Siva loves me I can feel it as I write this to you Even if some days I forget My Siva loves me My Siva loves me He loves me, he loves Just as I am He wouldn't look upon me an Inauspicious (wo)man If he did, this would break my heart into one billion and one pieces My Auspicious One loves me My Auspicious One loves me Swami ji Swami ji Holy Wholly Holy I want you to love me Love me for me, love me for me Holy Wholly Holy I drink and I curse And I am divorced Swami ji, please do love me for me Swami ji nearby Gurudeva Beyond Swami ji nearby Gurudeva Beyond My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One There is a gentlemen in our community who everyone respects and loves At our yearly community Satnarayana Puja he explains what is a Brahmin He says a Brahmin is of the Brave Heart, not of actions, not of birth, Brave Heart Brave Heart Do good deeds from your Brave Heart, he says You are a Brahmin By the intentions of your Brave Heart My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One Swami ji nearby Gurudeva Beyond My heart is as golden as the murti of Sita that Rama built in Ayodhya My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One Swami ji, Swami ji Holy Wholly Holy I want you to love me Love me for me Holy Wholly Holy I'll tell you everything about me good and bad I'll do every penance you ask of me to make up for my karmas good and bad Please Swami ji Don't hold back Love me Love me Love me as freely as you can My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One My Auspicious One Love is the Cure Your Unconditional Love Love is the Cure Unconditional Love I'll make the first move and tell you Swami ji, Swami ji Holy Wholly Holy I love you unconditionally I love you unconditionally You are the greatest creation of your Siva Your Auspicious One Your Auspicious One Your Auspicious One Your Auspicious One Swami ji Swami ji I know you are more than I can comprehend after all I am a mere divorced woman and you transform the karmas of the people who come crying to you I sort of get it I'm a therapist I love people unconditionally too Swami ji Swami ji I've been crying more than ever before for the past 2 1/2 years since Darshan with you Swami ji Swami ji I know you are more than I can comprehend I'll make the first move and tell you I love you unconditionally I love you Do you love me? Do you love me? Swami ji Swami ji Love is the Cure Your Unconditional Love Love is the Cure Unconditional Love Swami ji Swami ji Can you take me as I am? Strung out on another human man? A divorced sinner-saint the inauspicious one I dance with Siva I dance with Shiva I don't read the Master Trilogy at all I dance I dance I dance Swirl Twirl Holy Wholly Holy Swami ji nearby Gurudeva Beyond If you don't love, this breaks my heart into one billion and one pieces even if I am the inauspicious one My Siva created me just as I am A divorced sinner-saint Strung out on another human man If he doesn't love me, this breaks my heart too Love is the cure Love is the cure Love is the cure Love is the cure Swami ji, Swami ji Holy Wholly holy I fell in love with you It took 2 years or so Love is unconditional Love is unconditional From an infinite source From an infinite source The Name The Naam Namo Namo Adi Shakti Adi Shakti Namo Namo Saurabh Shakti Saurabh Shakti Namo Namo Pritam Bhakti Pritam Bhakti Namo Namo Kundalini Mata Shakti Namo Namo Swami ji nearby Gurudeva Beyond I love you unconditionally I love you unconditionally Even if you see me as inauspicious a divorced sinner-saint Love is unconditional Love is unconditional From an infinite source From an infinite source The Name The Naam Namo Namo My Auspicious One My Auspicious One Sundaram Sundaram Siv Naam Sundaram Your Naam His Naam Neelam Neelam Namo Namo Sundaram Sundaram Namo Namo Siva Naam Sundaram Your Naam His Naam Beautiful Masculine Namo Namah Siva Naam Sundaram Your Naam His Naam Beautiful Masculine Namo Namah The night of Mahashivratri Sundaram Sundaram Sonam Sonam Sundaram Sundaram Golden Golden Namo Namah Nonduality Nonduality Namo Namah Nonduality Nonduality Sundaram Sundaram Shadow Wealth Shadow Wealth Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxuhFeKm5l0&t=2796s Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxuhFeKm5l0&t=2796s Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxuhFeKm5l0&t=2796s Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxuhFeKm5l0&t=2796s Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxuhFeKm5l0&t=2796s Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram Sundaram https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pxuhFeKm5l0&t=2796s


Gopuram 108: Meditate on Collective Energy


In ancient times, temples were built on the outskirts of villages in India. Travelers on foot and by bullock cart could see the Gopuram, or temple tower from far distances and this would let them know they would soon approach a village. The village temple was for weary travelers a place to find rest, refuge, supplies, and safety.


There are over 2 million temples in India. Mostly, Gopurams are found in South Indian temples. Gopurams are built with multiple levels, in odd numbers of 5, 7, and as much as 11 levels. Gopurams are ornately decorated with elaborate sculptures, depicting village history, telling stories, recounting myths, and conveying spiritual knowledge through the metaphors of symbol, sculpture, and expressive form.


People come together from far and wide to gather in temples to experience collective energy, the power of togetherness. Meditate on Collective Energy as you look at the Gopuram.


The Collective Energy of the temple in Thiruchendur can be described as the Beautiful Masculine.



Kalasam 9: Meditate on Collective Security

The Kalasam, the inverted pot, is a structure that sits at the apex of the tall Gopuram of a temple. Some temples have only one Kalasam at the top of a Gopuram, while other temples can have multiple Kalasams, such as 7 or 9.


The temple Kalasam is made of five precious and semi-precious metals combined such as gold, silver, brass, copper, and lead. Nine grains are typically stored in Kalasam, these are called the Navadhanya:


1) Barley

2) Ragi

3) Varagu

4) Thinai

5) Kambu

6) Horsegram

7) Saamai

8) Cholam

9) Paddy


Bengal Gram, Wheat, Horse Gram, Green Gram (mung), Rice, White beans, Black Sesame Seeds, Chick Peas or garbanzo beans, and Black Gram.


Mantram 108: Meditate on Collective Consciousness: The Gurudeva Ashottara

The Beautiful Masculine, who is the Jewel of Eternal Truths, is recognized for his beautiful qualities. His 108 qualities are described by his 108 names.


Aum Shri Subhramunyaya Namah, meaning Hail to the silent sage who shines bright.


May you create yourself in the form of the Beautiful Masculine by meditating on the mantram Aum Shri Subhramunyaya Namah. May you create yourself in the beautiful masculine form of the silent sage who shines bright.


May you become Golden Alchemists, who transform. May you illuminate yourself and all those around you. Aum. May you discover, within your deep inner self, the precious jewels hidden in daily alchemy with daily sadhana.


You are the Beautiful Ones, my Golden Alchemists, you are my Valiant Sacred Daughters and Valiant Sacred Sons.


I am Neelam,


Sundaram Sundaram


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